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Canadian Conference of Catholic Bishops: Pastoral letter to young people with same-sex attraction (PDF)

Out of the Gay- Into the Light. Christliche Seelsorge an und mit Männern mit ungewollten gleichgeschlechtlichen Neigungen (Abschlussarbeit für die BTS (www.bts-ips.de)). Hier  handelt es sich um den Entwurf eines Seelsorge-Konzepts (KEINE Therapie! Angestrebt wird hier keine Veränderung der sexuellen Orientierung!)

Hope - Andre's Writings- Part I

English Books & Other Resources

Stanton L. Jones: Ex-Gays?: A Longitudinal Study of Religiously Mediated Change in Sexual Orientation

Pure Love Club: http://www.pureloveclub.com/store/index.php?id=16

Cross Ministry's Bookstore: http://www.crossministry.org/store.php

Pure Passion: http://www.purepassion.us/Resources.asp


Hey God, You're Doing It Backwards!: A Journey Through Recovery from H [Taschenbuch]
Doug M. (Autor)
Taschenbuch: 72 Seiten
Verlag: iUniverse (17. August 2003)
Sprache: Englisch
ISBN-10: 0595291880
ISBN-13: 978-0595291885

The Complete Christian Guide to Understanding Homosexuality: A Handbook for Helping Those Who Struggle with Same-Sex Attraction (Taschenbuch)
von Joe Dallas (Autor), Nancy Heche (Autor)
Verlag: Harvest House Publ (15. März 2009)
Sprache: Englisch
ISBN-10: 0736925074
ISBN-13: 978-0736925075

Out from Under: The Impact of Homosexual Parenting (Taschenbuch)
von Dawn Stefanowicz (Autor), J. Raney (Künstler), M. Dillworth (Künstler)
Taschenbuch: 245 Seiten
Verlag: Annotation Pr (31. August 2007)
Sprache: Englisch
ISBN-10: 1599770113
ISBN-13: 978-1599770116

The Bible and Homosexual Practice [Taschenbuch]
Robert A. J. Gagnon (Autor)
Taschenbuch: 522 Seiten
Verlag: United Methodist Pub Hous (September 2002)
Sprache: Englisch
ISBN-10: 0687022797
ISBN-13: 978-0687022793

The Gay Gospel?: How Pro-Gay Advocates Misread the Bible [Taschenbuch]
Joe Dallas (Autor)
Taschenbuch: 272 Seiten
Verlag: Harvest House Publ; Auflage: annotated edition (Februar 2007)
Sprache: Englisch
ISBN-10: 0736918345
ISBN-13: 978-0736918343

You're Teaching My Child What?: A Physician Exposes the Lies of Sex Ed and How They Harm Your Child
(Gebundene Ausgabe)
von Miriam Grossman (Autor)
Gebundene Ausgabe: 256 Seiten
Verlag: Regnery/Gateway (4. August 2009)
Sprache: Englisch
ISBN-10: 1596985542
ISBN-13: 978-1596985544

Practical Exercises for Men in Recovery of Same-Sex Attraction (SSA) [Paperback]
James E. Phelan (Author)
Paperback: 120 pages
Publisher: Morris Publishing; 1 edition (June 15, 2006)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 0977977307
ISBN-13: 978-0977977307

The Game Plan: The Men's 30-Day Strategy for Attaining Sexual Integrity [Paperback]
Joe Dallas (Author)
Paperback: 256 pages
Publisher: Thomas Nelson; 1 edition (July 19, 2005)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 0849906334
ISBN-13: 978-0849906336

Why Gay Men Do What They Do: An Inside Look at Gay Culture [Paperback]
Aaron Jason Silver (Author)
Paperback: 260 pages
Publisher: Authorhouse (July 2006)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 1425938752
ISBN-13: 978-1425938758

Making Gay Okay: How Rationalizing Homosexual Behavior Is Changing Everything

by Robert R. Reilly (Author)
Hardcover: 250 pages
Publisher: Ignatius Press (April 15, 2014)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 1586178334
ISBN-13: 978-1586178338

More Books & Other Resources:

"The Christian Meaning of Human Sexuality" by Paul M. Quay (Ignatius Press)

Catholic Medical Association: Homosexuality & Hope

One More Soul - Fostering God's Plan for Love, Chastity, Marriage, And Children 

Catholic Books & Other Resources

New Book Documents ‘Homosexual Collective’s’ Infiltration of American Catholic Church (Link)

Catholic Books On Homosexuality

Same-Sex Attractions: A Parents' Guide - edited by Fr. John Harvey, OSFS & Gerard V. Bradley, St. Augustine's Press, South Bend , IN, 2003, to order call: 1-800-621-2736

The Truth About Homosexuality: The Cry of the Faithful,(Catholic) Rev. John F. Harvey OSFS, Ignatius Press, 1997: To place a credit card order, call Ignatius Press at 1-800-651-1531.

The Homosexual Person: New Thinking in Pastoral Care,(Catholic), Rev. John F. Harvey, OSFS, Ignatius Press, 1987: To place a credit card order, call Ignatius Press at 1-800-651-1531.

The Courage to be Chaste, (Catholic), Benedict Groeschel, CFR: Paulist Press, 1985, to order call:1-800-218-1903

A Spiritual Plan to Redirect One’s Life (Catholic),  pamphlet: to order, contact Paulines Books & Media

Pastoral Care and the Homosexual - (Catholic), pamphlet: to order, contact Catholic Information Service, Knights of Columbus, P.O. Box 1971, New Haven, CT 06521

Beyond Gay, David Morrison, click here to visit his website.

John F. Harvey, "Homosexuality and the Catholic Church", Ascension Pr, 2007

One More Soul - Fostering God's Plan for Love, Chastity, Marriage, And Children


 Spanische Bücher:
  1. "Ayudando a gente a salir de la homosexualidad" - Frank Worthen
  2. "Claves bíblicas para la redención sexual" - Esperanza para el Corazón
  3. "Comenzando un ministerio cristiano para quienes luchan con la homosexualidad" - Alan Medinger
  4. "Cómo establecer grupos de apoyo" - Frank Worthen
  5. "Dejando atrás la homosexualidad" - Bob Davies y Lori Rentzel
  6. "Libre del Lesbianismo: Un nuevo pacto" - Heisha Fernández
  7. "Liderazgo" - Frank Worthen
  8. "Sanidad Sexual" - David K. Foster
  9. "Manual del Nuevo Amanecer" - Peg J. McCabe
  1. Resources in Spanish:

    • Website: The Spanish version of FreeToBeMe.com offers extensive Spanish-language resources for youth, as well as articles suitable for any age. (Off-site link).
    • Book: Cuando el SIDA llega al hogar (When AIDS comes home) by Mignon Zylstra, whose son died of AIDS. For Christian families dealing with HIV/AIDS in a loved one. This book can be ordered from Editorial Caribe, a division of Thomas Nelson (615-889-9000).
    • Book: Sexual Healing by David Kyle Foster. Spanish edition available from David Foster, P.O. Box 54, Hermitage, TN 37079, U.S.A.
    • Book: Libre del Lesbianismo un nuevo pacto by Heisha Fernández, (1997). Ministerio Nueva Condición, PO Box 810257, Carolina, Puerto Rico, 00981-0257.

Una Pizca de Prevencion  von Don Schmierer, Lela Gilbert
Promise Publishing Company (15. Juli 2005)

Books For Women

Practical Exercises for Women in Recovery of Same-Sex Attraction [Paperback]
James E Phelan (Author), Debora Barr (Contributor)
Paperback: 134 pages
Publisher: Phelan Consultants, LLC (September 17, 2011)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 0977977323
ISBN-13: 978-0977977321



Christl R. Vonholdt: Verwundete Weiblichkeit

Verändernde Gegenwart

Leanne Payne
ASAPH, 1998

Du kannst heil werden

Leanne Payne
Projektion J, 1997

Dich will ich hören, Herr

Leanne Payne
Projektion J, 1995

Krise der Männlichkeit

Leanne Payne
Aussaat Verlag, Neukirchen-Vluyn, 1985, 1991

Heilende Gegenwart

Leanne Payne
Aussaat, 1994

The Heart of Female Same-Sex Attraction. A Comprehensive Counseling Resource.
By Janelle Hallman
Published: March 2008
ISBN: 978-0-8308-3429-7


Jean Howard: Out of Egypt, Into The Promised Land: Beyond the Lesbian Struggle

Lori Rentzel: Emotional Dependency

Cindy Emmet Smith: The Cracked and Silent Mirror

Leanne Payne: The Broken Image, Crisis in Masculinity, The Healing of the Homosexual, Restoring the Christian Soul Through Healing Prayer

Raising Girls: Why Girls Are Different - And How to Help Them Grow Up Happy and Confident

The Heart of Female Same-Sex Attraction



Neu: "Die Haltung der katholischen Kirche zur Homosexualität". Bestelladrese: Sekretariat Weihbischof Laun, Kapitelplatz 2, A-5010 Salzburg, Email: andreas.laun(at)inode.at

They'Re Coming to Your Town

It's Not Gay
It's Not Gay presents a story that few have heard, allowing former homosexuals the opportunity to tell their own story in their own words.


DVD's from Cross Ministry (Tim Wilkins): click here

Homosexuality And Christianity

Homosexuality, The Church & Society

Men's Group - The Movie

Exodus: The Question of Homosexuality DVD (Previously Truth & Tolerance)

Janelle Hallmann: Understanding and Treating Female Homosexuality (DVD)

Redeemed Lives

Theology of the Body

Theology of the Body for Teens

John Piper: What's the Difference? Manhood and Womanhood Defined According to the Bible (DVD)

Seven Days in Utopia (Movie)


NARTH: Mighty Waves: Helping Adolescents With SSA Concerns (DVD)

Catholic Answers: DVD - The Man Talk by Matt Fradd

Material for men:



Please go to Jonah: http://www.jonahweb.org/cms/b/

Guard Your Eyes (Jewish)


Livres en Francais

Französischsprachige Veröffentlichungen

  • John et Anne Paulk, L'Amour libéré - Sur le chemin de líhétérosexualité, Editions l'eau vive Genève, ISBN 2-88035-035-X
  • Isabelle Graesslé, Pierre Bühler, Christoph D. Müller, Qui a peur des homosexuel-les? Evaluation et discussion des prises de position des Eglises protestantes de Suisse, Editions Labor et Fides Genève, ISBN 2-8309-0993-3
  • Roger Barilier, William Edgar, Paul Wells, Homosexualité SIDA, Synapse Ethique No. 3, Editions Kerygma Aix-en-Provence, ISBN 2-905464-15-1
  • David Field, Homosexualité, qu'en dit la Bible? Editions Trobisch, ISBN 3-87827-125-5
  • John White, L'Eros piétiné, vaincre la culpabilité, Editions Farel, Fontenay-Sous-Bois (France) ISBN 2-86314-050-7
  • Guérison intérieure:
  • L'âme oublièe: Leanne Payne
    Vivre la presence de Dieu: Leanne Payne
    La guerison de l'âme: P. Shields
    Changer de l'interieur: John White
    Face à la souffrance:  Dr. Paul Tournier
    Vraie et fausse culpabilite: Dr. Paul Tournier
    Idolâtrie du moi: Dr. J. Satinover
    Les gens du mensonge: Scott Peck
    Appartenance et gueriso: D. Linn/M. Linn/Sh. Fabricant Linn
    De livrée du piège de la performance: Dr. D. Seamands
    Les murs de mon Cœur: B. Thompson
    La depression, comprendre et aider:  Minirth/Meier
    Le développement de l’homme en huit étapes: D. & L. Linn/Sh. Fabricant-Linn
    La guérison des souvenirs:  D. Seamand
    L’image brisée:  Leanne Payne
    Vers une sexualité reconcilieé :  Andrew Comiskey
    Aimer en vérité:  Mario Bergner
    L’enfance déchirée:  Dr. Dan Allender
    Ce silence qu’il faut romper:  E. Wilson
    Le pouvoir subtil de l’abus spiritual:  David Johnson &Jeff van Vonderen
    Obsession: Laurie Hall

Books by Black Ex-Gay Authors

Out of Darkness Into His Marvelous Light

by Bummi Niyonu Anderson

ISBN 0-9715323-7-0 136 pages

Running Toward Life

by Millicent Ellis

ISBN 0-9722985-3-3 95 pages

Touching A Dead Man: One Man's Explosive Story of Deliverance from Homosexuality

by DL  Foster

ISBN 0-9723510-0-0, 234 pages

The Homosexual Lie: A Biblical Discussion from an Exgay Perspective

by Minister Claire Henry

ISBN 0-9760536-0-8; 143 pages

Eternal Victim/Eternal Victor

by Donnie McClurkin

ISBN 1-56229-162-9; 190 pages

Gay But Not Happy

ISBN 0-9721760-0-4; 125 pages

by Kevin Giles

I Wasn't Born This Way

ISBN 0-942683-04-8

The Cry of a Little Boy: Overcoming "The Struggle"

ISBN: 1-4137-2174-5, 136 pages

by Tracy J. Sipp

Escaping the Gay Lifestyle: Confirmation of a Divine Call

67 pages

by Evangelist Miriam Passmore

Nevertheless Not My Will

ISBN 1-55630-803-5; 101 pages

by D. Mitchell Sawyers

Rescuing the Homosexual in the House of God

by Evangelist Linda Jernigan

Exposing the Hidden Truth of Homosexuality

by Monica Brown

Closing the Closet: Testimonies of Deliverance from Homosexuality

ISBN 0971635528;202 pages

Edited by Rev. TW Swan, II

Wisdom Keys for the Journey out of Homosexuality

Craig McNally

Exposing the Spirit of Homosexuality

ISBN 1-4184-7567-X;108 pages

by Mark Farentino Williams

What point is there to write book after book about how wrong "homosexuality" ist if you do not offer people with unwanted same-sex attractions help. You add guilt to the shame and make it much harder for them. Shame on yourself!

I don't get it why Christian authors brag with many "endorsements". A name of other "famous" Christians who write how good the book is. First, I am old enough to make my own judgement, second I understand that with a secular book, but when it comes to a Christian work, it certainly leaves a bitter taste for me. Like all they want is good sales. Sure, the would explain it away and point out how selfless those enhdorsements are... Get out of here. You want people to buy your book and try to get the big names to hail it. I am just thinking of the Christians of back then - like the doctors of the Church. None of them needed the praise of others. Their words and deeds spoke for themselves - or better: for Him. Because finally, it should not be about those authors, but about Jesus.

HA: New Homepage!

Homosexuals Anonymous has a new homepage:


Oceania and Africa

Thanks to the outstanding service and commitment of Pastor Paul, we were able to expand our ministry in Oceania, Africa and Asia. For more information please click here.

Homosexuals Anonymous

Jason is affiliated to Homosexuals Anonymous:



Douglas McIntyre, Co-Founder of HA

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The 14 Steps

1. We admitted that we were powerless over our homosexuality and that our emotional lives were unmanageable.

2. We came to believe the love of God, who forgave us and accepted us in spite of all that we are and have done.

3. We learned to see purpose in our suffering, that our failed lives were under God's control, who is able to bring good out of trouble.

4. We came to believe that God had already broken the power of homosexuality and that He could therefore restore our true personhood.

5. We came to perceive that we had accepted a lie about ourselves, an illusion that had trapped us in a false identity.

6. We learned to claim our true reality that as humankind, we are part of God's heterosexual creation and that God calls us to rediscover that identity in Him through Jesus Christ, as our faith perceives Him.

7. We resolved to entrust our lives to our loving God and to live by faith, praising Him for our new unseen identity, confident that it would become visible to us in God's good time.

8. As forgiven people free from condemnation, we made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves, determined to root out fear, hidden hostility, and contempt for the world.

9. We admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs and humbly asked God to remove our defects of character.

10. We willingly made direct amends wherever wise and possible to all people we had harmed.

11. We determined to live no longer in fear of the world, believing that God's victorious control turns all that is against us into our favor, bringing advantage out of sorrow and order from disaster.

12. We determined to mature in our relationships with men and women, learning the meaning of a partnership of equals, seeking neither dominance over people nor servile dependency on them.

13. We sought through confident praying, and the wisdom of Scripture for an ongoing growth in our relationship with God and a humble acceptance of His guidance for our lives.

14. Having had a spiritual awakening, we tried to carry this message to homosexual people with a love that demands nothing and to practice these steps in all our lives' activities, as far as lies within us.

While the Homosexuals Anonymous Fellowship was inspired by the Twelve Steps of Alcoholics Anonymous, they are not really an adaptation. Rather, they were created specifically for this Fellowship, and should not be construed otherwise. AA, which is a program concerned only with recovery from alcoholism, and is not in any way affiliated with this Fellowship.

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